Astrid and A.....

i woke up this morning in a fright....well sort of a fright/anger

it started with me in the labour ward...the drs and nurses were asking me to push and push....next moment....i was at home....felt like i just had the longest sleep in my entire life.....

suddenly all aunties and cousins were surrounding me...and the 2 additions in my life started becoming clear to me....i had delivered 2 babies! (not twins...you know how funny dreams can be) One was a tiny baby still being burped by my cousin...name started with A....after that i scolded my cousin cos she was burping the baby A the wrong way.....

then i walked into the other room, the cutest toddler (yes...like 8 months) started smiling at me...omg my heart melted with all the confusion that was going around me...for your info that was my son (apparently) and his name was Astrid....

so we started playing together while my hubby watched and smiled..very blissful.. is God trying to tell me something? But i have so much fears.....

then came feeding time...my children were being formula fed! how can that be? ...always always wanted them to be breast fed.....so i started getting angry at my MIL, my Mom for feeding them formula milk....siow right? hahaha.....anyway after that i woke up....its been a while since i remembered so vividly my dreams......