Stronger Being

Armed with 2.5 hours of sleep since my last post. An air of calmness surrounds my being. It is difficult to describe the feeling. All I know is the strength that now penetrates deep within the previously broken heart.

Happy Vesak Mambo!!

Finally!!! A thursday public holiday!!! Mambo was planned way in advance by the GSK gang since beginning of May. Then last week, I gathered my Jie Meis to join the party. To re-live our moments, we went at 930 to get our "chops" so that we did not have to queue with the crowd later. At 930, the party felt like it had already started!!! People were milling their way into the arena and even the citibank priority quota was met! Oh well, after getting my ride parked and our "chops" securely visible on our arms, we trekked our way to good ole Tong Shui. Check out the happy bellies. After filling our tums tums, we trekked back to Zouk...as we walked back Chriss told me that its impossible to get in. People and cars were overflowing in the arena. Check out the pics. Its like NYE's on Orchard. We were worried as Char Siew Pow had not received the almighty CHOPS.

After a short drive to Clarke Quay which was equally packed (have not seen MOS queue snake all the way to Cannery taxi stand for the longest time), we decided that we had to carry out Operation SMUGGLE CSB after advice from Francis that the only way to get in is to cut queue.

Reaching back to Zouk, it seemed a little saner than it did before. People actually bother to queue...kudos to them. Young and energetic..we this bunch of obasan not so free. We saw the magic sign that said re-entry. Me and JC has the same thought. Just try our luck. As the saying goes, if you cant beat them, confuse them!!! We made our way to the re-entry sign and squeezed ourselves together to make it look like all of us had the CHOPS. Thanks to poker face CSB, Operation SMUGGLE CSB was a huge success!

Once we were inside...it was party like no tomorrow. Songs like Strange Love, The Great Commandment, Square Rooms sure got us going. Guess who I bumped into???

Ah (An) Liang (who strangely goes by AL now...) and Sandy...say CHEESE!

And our ever supporting pseudo Jie Mei!!! Francis-kor

More pics of us crazy on the dance floor.

Happiness knows no limits as seen below

Our night ended up at Tong Shui again....thirsty girl satisfied!!

A broken heart is better than a broken soul

As I braved the onslaught of my relationship woes, today seemed to be the worse day of my roller coaster ride. It felt like the equivalent of a nasty ride gone terribly wrong. Tears filled my heart and it felt that someone pulled the belt too tight over my heart. Why do I feel that I have been treated so unfairly? Why do i have to always follow and never dictate? Why cant I release the belt around my heart?

I feel choked. I feel life sometimes draining out of me. Maybe the sleep last night was interrupted and wasnt enough and therefore my crankiness reached mt everest. Today was bad. I have told him what i wanted to say. Now i have no regrets being honest. I need to move on. I really really have to try. Otherwise my soul may be broken too.

Insomnia

Its 2am. Tired but cannot get to sleep.

Was thinking about my day. Started off with me working on the PC. Frank called me and asked me out for lunch...its been almost 2 mths since we last caught up. Apparently he is snaking from reservist.

He was telling me that i need to find someone that i can gradually love as opposed to someone that gave me that instant feeling of gratification. Funny lei...which means someone like him??? I told him...if i do that...my next rs will end up like his and mine.

Anyways....I thank GOD for Frank in my life. Its been 10 years since I first knew Frank. He was known as the rich kid in church then. With a house that could park 20 cars in the driveway. He was a soul mate. Maybe they call it chemistry..

We shared so much laughter and tears during these 10 years. He has always been around when I needed a listening male companion and the person who never gets tired drinking soup with me day in day out.

Today as we spoke, he is still that same big hearted boy i knew 10 years back. I only hope that he makes the best choices in his life to achieve real happiness.

After that, Xinru brought me to a sharing session. I think sometimes i have the ability to switch on that invisible shield around my heart. Or maybe its been there for ages. I was not impressed by the mechanics of the Landmark course.

Oh suddenly I feel sleepy. Better not waste the feeling and go sleep. Tmr I have a date with GOD.

Love your life

A friend whom i knew a long time back passed away in his sleep. He was only 29. His heart just stopped beating.

http://www.friendster.com/1854965

This is his friendster profile. I remembered him being 14 and the cute one amongst the rest.....and so soft spoken. As I looked at the orbs in the papers today.....sadness filled me to the brink of tears.

Y? Y so young, so talented and too soon.......

I am going to be happy and love my life...no matter how shitty i think it can be. Who knows what will happen tomorrow??? When one cannot even say I LOVE YOU or I AM SORRY for the last time.

The adventures of Lionel the Lizard Hero

Our Hero sent Bobo an sms today.

"Hey Lisa! This is Lionel here! If you have friends who need help with computers. I am freelance! Advice is free. Have a wonderful day ahead!"

We ain't good with lizzies....but COMPUTERS!!!!???????

Anti-Climaxxxxx

Lionel the Lizard Hero

On a cool and lazy Tuesday evening after a huge dinner at good ole Spize, we proceeded to pick up the car after the threats of the chao-pai uncle slapping a big fine on the SLK for parking outside Spize....


As we approached the car and I opened the car door..........i thought i saw shitloads of bird droppings near the car spoiler.....then i froze....literally....closed my door and started walking frantically to the back of the car......my worse nightmare came TRUE! .....the THIRD (i emphasize) time Lizzy came parking on my car and staring at me through its black beady eyes. This time it was an odd looking one.....like i mentioned...bird droppings...or like a small odd shaped rough branch...it was also clumsy as hell without the speed of the usual house lizard.


Luckily...Nono was shielding me as she was getting into the back passenger seat....she also froze and ran with me to the back...by this time i was rambling on and on...Bobo was like looking at me going...."what? what? what?" After finding out why we had such looks on our faces, she proceeded to try and look for something to chase the lizard away...she said "ok....i will find a palm leaf and try to flick off the lizard"...but time really slowed to standstill and it seemed that we were in matrix slow-mo action.

Then came the HERO named Lionel.......who walked past us and went: "hey girls! everything alright...?" And yes......girls being girls....or rather me and nono just went: "there's a lizard on the car!" And Lionel tried to flick Lizzy off with this handphone antenna (come to think of it...he had quite a long antenna!!! wondering if it was even a phone) but he went round the car once and Lizzy was still happily on my car!! Finally I think Lionel decided using his bare hands (a brave man indeed!) was the best way to chase Lizzy away...and finally Lizzy went back to where it belongs...the bushes!

Man...was i thankful....u know they always say that the thing you hate most always pops up in your face....Lizzy has been around on 3 different occasions.......wah liao...i wonder how many more!

Anyways...Bobo being bobo.....asked our hero "excuse me! are you single?" hahahaha....think we caught him off guard and he said...huh? again bobo went "are you single??" he went "yes! but i have friends" Using her "I love my friends" instincts....she asked him for his contact number....and guess what?????? He gave it to us....JIAN NAN REN........but he was cute lah...so never mind...forgive...hahaha....

And to end off the whole incident....we made a U-turn to Spize again......wind down our windows and gave him flying kisses for saving us from the terrors of Lizzy!

Hahaha.........no lah!!!! we not so HU LI JING............we just said BYE LIONEL!!!!!! Our hero.......something to share on our next gossip session!

Tune in next time for the return of the Lizard Hero!

Tribute to Phewie

Phewie was a 21st birthday present from Frank. She was born on 7 december 1999 to a pair of russells in Bedok South block 5.


This was what she looked like than.
Look at how tiny and sweet she was.....looks can be very deceiving indeed. Now she has the term "Siow Gaour" to her belt from my colleagues. Pics of her in her funny antics







Say CHEESE phewie!!!

Her favourite smelly ball Nowadays she like to imitate different species.

Alligator looking at her prey....which happens to be me!








Doesn't she just look like a cat????















I really adore her....sometimes she can be such a pain with her barking and whining....she is totally terrified of the thunder and during stormy seasons....my family will have hell...but she is a good sport...always trying her luck at getting at us....brought her to sentosa with her friends recently...check out the pics.

Kiki and Truffles who happens to be on heat...so u can see Kiki trying to be funny here.


There is the queen looking out at you....asking what the hell u want and below is poppy who as usual being the friendly and not to mention greedy giant.